by Beastmaster42.
This story is fiction. Any resemblance to
any person living or dead is purely coincidental.
JOURNEY INTO NIGHT
CHAPTER ONE
I was touring in a small ex-communist
country in the Balkans by car. I was alone. I was driving along a dusty country
road with nothing in sight – no house, no church, not even a dog. I wanted to
get out of this desolate place, as kidnappings were frequent in this part of
the world, so I put my foot down on the accelerator. I could see the dust
swirling behind me in my mirror. Suddenly, a policeman popped out from behind a
tree and waved me down. He waved me down - since they were armed, I decided to
be a 'good boy' and stop. I pulled over. There were actually two policemen, the
other one standing next to their car in the shade of what seemed to be the only
large tree in the whole desolate, unbearably hot landscape.
He indicated for me to get out of the car.
He could see by my number plate that I was a foreigner, so he spoke to me in
halting English....
"Papers!" he said in a tired sort
of voice. I produced my passport and driving licence.
He studied them intently, while his
colleague fingered the gun in his holster nervously. They were both tall and
heavily built, their uniforms were sticking to their bodies with sweat (they
had obviously been on the job for quite some time).
The first man placed my documents on the
bonnet of his car and beckoned me over to him:
"You English?" he asked.
I nodded as I approached him nervously.
When I got near him, the smell of sweat became overpowering (obviously they
were not in the habit of washing too regularly in this part of the world).
"You go too fast!" "I'm
sorry," I replied.
"You must pay!" I thought, well
this is going to be difficult, because I did not have much local currency
left....
"How much?" I asked.
"Two thousand," came the reply.
This was equivalent to about seventy English pounds - but I did not have them.
I told him so.
"You have Deutschmarks?" I did
not. I offered him a cheque, but of course it was worthless in this part of the
world.
"But you must pay..." he insisted.
I offered to go to the nearest town with
him to a bank, where I could get money out with one of my credit cards. He
conferred with his colleague, but I did not understand the language, so I could
not make out what they were saying. They were both looking at me... I shuffled
nervously from one foot to the other. It was very, very hot and I was wearing
just a T-shirt and a pair of shorts. They were in hot, sweat-soaked uniforms...
The first man came back to me: "No
money - we must arrest you!"
This came as a shock, and I started to
protest - but they immediately got out their pistols and pointed them straight
at me. I raised my hands and shut up. Obviously, the money would have gone
straight into their own pockets, to supplement their meagre income, and they
were annoyed that this foreigner was not going to oblige them.
"We search you!..." he said,
calmly. They ordered me to open the boot, and then my bag with all my clothes
in it. They looked inside the car, but I was carrying nothing of any value,
because thefts from foreigners were frequent here.
Not finding even a camera, they became
annoyed. He repeated: "You have no money?"
"No," I replied, "I carry
only plastic - credit cards - because it's safer..."
The sweat dripped down his forehead from
under his crew-cut hair...
"Then we arrest you!"
With his colleague's pistol pointing
straight at me, he took out a pair of handcuffs, motioned for me to put my
hands behind my back, and snapped them shut over my wrists. I became very
nervous now - but consoled myself with the thought that, once in the police
station, I could phone the British embassy and they would get me out.
They motioned me to get in their car, and I
did so - I was in no position to argue. I sat in the back with one of them,
while the other one drove.
We went along dusty trails for miles, but
civilisation seemed to get no closer. Eventually I saw a small, isolated
building in the distance. We drove towards it. The car drew up beside it, and I
was ordered out. It was obviously the 'police station'. One of the big
policemen took me firmly by the arm and marched me inside.
There was a small desk with the duty
policeman seated at it, and a small group of men and a couple of teenage boys,
waiting around for their cases to be dealt with.
There was one cell with bars at the back of
the only room in the building.
"I - I need to call my
embassy...." I started to say, panicking now.
"Later," the big man said
nonchalantly, unlocking my handcuffs.
He unlocked the cell and motioned me in...
"We must search you - take off your
clothes!" ... Now I was really in panic - how could it be necessary to
search me for a speeding offence? What in God's name would they do to me, here
in the middle of nowhere? I hesitated...
"Now! You break law, you have no money
- we arrest you! We search every prisoner for drugs, you know this is
normal"...
Well it might be normal for them, but I was
not used to this treatment. I still hesitated...
"P-please, not in front of these
people..." I started to stutter, but his colleague simply came over and
they both ripped off my T-shirt and pulled down my shorts and pants without
saying a word. As they were much bigger than me, I was not in much of a
position to resist. I stood there, naked in front of the men and boys, sweating
as much from fear as the stifling heat. They looked me up and down, their eyes
glittering.
They could clearly see I had no drugs on me
- where could I hide them?
They looked at each other and smiled - I
was embarrassed as the men and boys looked at me curiously as I stood there
naked, and put my hands over my cock and balls. I spoke:
"You see? I have no drugs..."
"We will see..." and with that,
they walked me firmly over to the table in the room beyond the cell and
unceremoniously bent me over it... I knew what was coming next, but did not
dare to resist - after all, they could beat me up if they wanted to, and no-one
would help me. I decided to play along with them and just... submit.
One of them kicked my legs apart, and I
gripped the far edge of the table....
I felt my buttocks being pulled apart,
exposing my hole to the other men and the two boys... then something cold and
metallic was pushed into my hole: it was a gun!
The colleague of the man holding the gun up
my ass moved in front of me - his crotch was just in front of my face....
"You are bad boy! You break our law!
You have no money, so we punish you!"
Now I was afraid... But I decided
discretion was the better part of valour here, with no-one to protect me, and
continued to play along with them. With a gun up my ass I was in position to
protest anyway. "Yes Sir," I said quietly...
The man in front of me took my hands from
the edge of the table, put them behind my back and snapped the handcuffs on
them as before. As he bent over to do so, his crotch was pushed into my face -
it smelled bad, a mixture of days of sweat and God knows what else lurked
inside his uniform trousers.
Then he stood up in front of me and started
to undo his fly buttons... As he did so, he repeated: "You bad boy! We
must punish you... You understand this?" I nodded slowly...
"Good! Now we teach you to be good
boy!"
I watched in horror as he took out his
uncircumcised cock: it was half hard, fat, sweaty and smelled cheesy and
pissy...
Handcuffed, naked, bent over the table with
a gun up my ass, I did not resist as he pulled open my mouth and, pulling back
his foreskin to reveal a cheese-encrusted cock head, he pushed it in, ordering
me to suck...
"Now you learn to be good boy!"
he said, as I nearly threw up with the stink and taste of his foul, unwashed
member expanding in my mouth as he gripped the back of my head and pushed it
all the way in....
Then he pulled it out, lifted it up and
pointed to his sweaty balls – he obviously wanted them licked too... Since
submission was the only strategy left to me in this nightmare, I did what was
expected of me...
"You see? Now you good boy!" I
wanted to puke as I licked what was probably days of sweat off his balls, but
felt a bit relieved that he was pleased with me...
I felt the gun being pulled out of my
asshole, and heard the other cop fiddling with his trousers and spitting on his
dick: of course, I knew what was coming, and tried to relax, knowing that my
hole was about to be invaded by his fucking dick... However, the violence and
suddenness of his entry took my breath away, and I opened my mouth to scream,
but it was brutally filled with the other cop's stinking dick as he shoved it
in... the only sound that came out of my mouth was "mmmmpppffff!"
I could only take it, being stuffed with
dick at both ends, naked and helpless as I was, with my hands cuffed behind me.
The other men and the two boys (who I guessed were about 12 years old) watched
the proceedings in silence - clearly this was a common occurrence in this
remote part of the country...
At last, the cop behind me shot his load up
my shithole with a satisfied grunt, leaving his dick in there for a while till
his colleague shot a hot load of cop spunk into my mouth and down my throat.
Eventually, the foul thing was pulled out of my mouth and the cop who had
fucked me walked round in front of me and stuck his cock in front of my face: I
could see it was pretty shitty, and he glowered down at me angrily...
"You dirty boy!..." Well, I
wasn't exactly expecting to get raped, was I?
"You clean me, NOW!" With my
hands still cuffed behind me, I wasn't sure how I was supposed to do that - but
he just pulled open my cum-filled mouth and shoved the filthy thing in...
"You clean me!" he repeated. I
was nearly sick as the taste and smell of my own shitty, sweaty ass filled my
mouth and nose. I could do nothing but start licking and sucking the filthy
thing clean as ordered.
"You from West, you think we are nothing!
You think we are shit! Now you eat shit! We teach you to respect us!..."
He was right, of course. Now I was going to have to submit to this humiliation
for God knew how long, till they finally released me. There was no way out - I
would just have to please them till they thought I had been 'taught' my lesson.
Eventually, he pulled his foul cock out of
my mouth and inspected it carefully: it was clean, and he stuffed it back in
his trousers. Submission was still the only strategy: the sooner they thought I
had been taught humility, the sooner I would be out of this place... So I dared
to speak:
"Sir, you are right - we are arrogant
in the West, and I deserve this for my arrogance. Thank you for training me...
I will do my best to learn my lessons well, Sir!" I was astonished at my
own words, but I knew it was the only way to avoid their anger, and maybe a few
beatings.
"Good!" he replied: "We
teach you good not be arrogant! You think we are nothing! You think we are all
dirty peasants! Now you learn respect for dirty peasants! Now you are
nothing!"
I dared to ask: "Wh - when will you
let me call the embassy?"
The cops just smiled at each other...
"When we have finished with you - there is no need to call embassy!"
What did this mean? It sounded like they
would release me soon, and I could be on my way... or did it mean I would be
here for much longer, to be used for their satisfaction, a toy to play with?
"When you learn your lesson good, we
let you go - understand?"
"Yes, Sir," I answered nervously.
I could feel his spunk leaking out of my hole and dribbling stickily down to my
hanging balls and cock...
"Now you are prisoner, and we must
process you like all prisoners..." What did that mean? I soon found
out....
They stood me up, then laid me down on the
table, face up... my heart was pounding. One of them produced some soap and a
razor: I was still handcuffed, so if they wanted to cut off my balls, I would
not be able to resist them... I was terrified. But they just smiled down at me.
My head was hanging just over the edge of the table, and one of them straddled
it, gripping it firmly between his thick thighs, with my face firmly held up to
his ass - thank God he was still wearing trousers! Even so, the stink of his big,
sweaty, unwashed bum permeated them, and the smell was making me sick...
The other one soaped up my cock and balls
and began shaving all the hair off... I suppose prisoners were shaved in case
they were carrying lice. With my hands cuffed and his colleague's big ass in my
face, I couldn't do anything, so I just let him get on with it...
Then the cop holding my face in his ass
pulled up my legs and his mate shaved the hair off my asshole, my legs, then my
chest. At a certain point, the cop farted in my face, but did not release his grip.
The stench was unbelievable, and I thought I would throw up... They both
laughed... as did the two boys.
Eventually, they sat me up and shaved all
the hair off my head: I looked down at my chest and cock: they were, like my
legs and belly, as smooth as the day I was born...
With my head shaved, I was now 'clean', and
they stood me up on the floor, surveying their handiwork... The waiting men and
boys eyed me curiously...
"Now you learn rules! Every day,
prisoners get beating in morning!" I was terrified - I thought my
submissiveness would be enough for them, but this was something new. What did
'beating' mean? I soon found out...
The cop who had farted in my face produced
a vicious-looking cane from the corner of the room and walked towards me, hefting
it in his hand, slashing it through the air, to show me what he intended to
do...
"It is now midday, and prisoner get
beaten in morning early: but we give you beating now, then tomorrow when you
wake up!"
I was nearly shitting myself - I was sure
he would cut my ass to ribbons. I had been caned many times at school, so I
knew what to expect... Again, the only strategy would be to submit - any
protest would be likely to anger him further, and the beating would be much
worse, of that I was sure. I just looked down at the floor submissively... He
snapped his fingers and pointed to the table. I guessed that was his way of
saying "bend over!", so I slowly walked towards it, my hands still
cuffed behind me, and bent over it, presenting my buttocks for punishment the
way I had done so many times at school....
It had been some time since I was last
beaten, so when the first stroke landed with a crack across my ass, I was
shocked and stood up involuntarily... but his colleague, in front of me, just
pulled me down again by my shoulders, and held my head between his thick
thighs, so there would be no more interruptions. I groaned between his legs as
the can whistled down again and again... I felt embarrassed knowing that the
other men and the boys were watching my bare arse (with my cock and bollocks hanging
down between my legs) getting whipped. After twenty vicious strokes, the
beating stopped. My head was released from its stifling, sweaty prison and I
stood up, with tears in my eyes.
I looked him straight in the eye and said:
"Thank you Sir... it is good of you to teach me respect this way..."
My words had the desired effect: they were
disconcerted by my submissiveness. They felt a slight twinge of embarrassment.
My tormentor threw the cane down on the table
and his colleague pushed me into the cell. I was thirsty, and asked for some
water... He smiled at me, and calmly got out his cock and pissed into what I
presumed was the water-bucket...
"You need drink? - Here!", he
said, putting the bucket on the floor. To drink this cop's piss was another act
of humiliation I would have to endure, but I did not think I could do it, so I
just stood there looking at the frothy yellow liquid...
"When you are really thirsty, you will
drink!" he said, locking the cell door behind him. They both looked at me
through the bars, and laughed. Then they left, leaving me naked, shaved, beaten
and handcuffed in my cell.
"We come back later," one of them
said as they left the small building, leaving me alone with the duty policeman
and the other men and boys. The boys looked at me, whispering to each other and
sniggering.
Alone in the stifling heat of my cell, I
had nothing to do but contemplate what was happening to me. How long would it
be before they came back? Would I be tried in court? What would the sentence be
- imprisonment? For how long? Would I be flogged (this was a customary
punishment in these parts)?
One of them had said that prisoners get
beaten every morning, and of course there was nothing I could do about all this
until the embassy had been informed - but I had been denied access to such
communications. I could die in their custody and nobody would know about it.
However, the fact that I am writing about
my nightmare is proof that such an end did not await me, though at the time I
could not know this.
The stink of the frothy piss in the bucket
grew stronger with the heat, but eventually I became so thirsty I knelt down
with my hands cuffed behind me and slowly lowered my head into the bucket to
lap at the foul yellow liquid inside it. I was grateful for the policeman's
stinking piss. The thought that I was actually grateful for this degradation
revealed to me how low I had sunk - was it possible to go any lower?
The others - the men, the boys and the duty
policeman looked at me and sniggered, but I was so goddam thirsty, I had to drink...
I drank just enough to slake my thirst as
the taste was disgusting. When I got up off my knees once more, piss dripping
from my face, I saw that the two men were remonstrating with the duty
policeman: I knew enough of their language to know that the boys had done
something wrong, and the men had brought them into the police station to be
dealt with. After some discussion and note-taking, the men stripped the boys
naked and held them down over the table, ready for the policeman to give them
the customary punishment...
The cane whistled down, first on one boy's
buttocks ten times, then the other's. The second boy was so scared he began to
shit himself, a couple of turds plopping down between his legs as the policeman
beat his wobbling buttocks. The men laughed, but the punishment continued
unabated till the ten strokes had been dished out. Then they were allowed to
stand up. The policeman harangued them both as they stood there, naked, with
tears streaming down their faces, particularly the one who had lost control of
his bowels. They rubbed their striped buttocks as he did so. The men looked
over in my direction and at the turds on the floor. I could only guess what
they were saying, but whatever it was caused the boys to stop crying and
brighten up, giggling...
The policeman walked over to my cell,
unlocked it and snapped his fingers, motioning me over towards the desk. One of
the men bent the boy who had shat himself over it again and the policeman,
standing behind me, pushed me to my knees in front of the boy's arse.
"You clean boy - NOW!" the
policeman barked. I knew now what was expected of me, but I was assisted in my
task by the policeman, who pushed my face into the boy's shitty arse so my
tongue could do its work. The boy squirmed and groaned as my tongue lapped at
his shitty hole and pushed its way inside. He farted a couple of times, but I
continued my degrading task. After they considered that I had completed it, the
policeman pulled my head away from his bum and inspected the boy's smooth hole
- he was satisfied that it was clean enough. Then he went and brought the
bucket with the rest of the piss I had not yet drunk, placed it beside me and
snapped his fingers, pointing to the boy's turds which lay on the floor.
Clearly, I had to pick them up and put them in the bucket - but my hands were
still cuffed behind me... He just smirked down at me - and I knew what I had to
do: slowly, I lowered my head and picked up the boy's turds in my mouth and
dropped them into the piss remaining in the bucket. The men and the two boys
sniggered as I was humiliated in front of them...
Then I was ordered to lick the shitty
streaks off the floor. When I had cleaned the floor to the policeman's
satisfaction, I licked the remaining boy's shit off my lips.
CHAPTER 2
After a several hours had passed (though I
could not tell the time, as my watch had been confiscated, along with
everything I possessed, and in any case my hands were cuffed behind me), I
heard a key turning in the outside door, and my three captors returned. The wet
patches on their uniforms -- under the sleeves, across their chests, round
their crotches and down the cracks between their buttocks -- bore testimony to
the incredible heat outside. Indeed, my entire shaved body was drenched in
sweat... They entered, talking, smirking and looking over towards me, their
eyes upon my nakedness, which, being handcuffed, I was unable to hide...
The inspector had a bunch of papers in his
hand, which he threw down on the small table. He motioned for his two colleagues
to bring me out of the cell. They unlocked the barred door, looking over in the
direction of the bucket -- they smirked as they saw that its contents had been
completely emptied... They pulled me roughly towards the seated inspector, to
stand in front of the table...
"You will be taken to another prison,
where you will wait until your case is heard by the magistrate. We take you
there now! We have informed your embassy, and someone will be present when you
are in court. You may speak to that person after you have been
sentenced!..." Sentenced? But I had done nothing wrong except drive my car
a bit too fast -- surely it would be simple a matter of a fine, and then I
could be on my way? This word `sentenced' was very sinister...
"When will my case be heard?" I
asked. The inspector merely shrugged his shoulders, and the other two smirked
again.
The inspector got up from the table and
turned towards the door, the trousers of his uniform sticking to his big,
sweaty arse. He opened the door, and the other two cops gripped me firmly by my
handcuffed arms and marched me towards it: naked as I was, they marched me out
to the police car outside and unceremoniously threw me in the back seat. They
got in and sat on either side of me, joined by the inspector in the front
passenger seat (another cop was driving).
We drove off along a bumpy country road.
After a time, the cop sitting on my left began idly to play with my shaved
dick, looking out of the window at the same time. The driver looked towards me
from time to time in his rear-view mirror. I was so tired I could not resist as
the cop's hand brought my cock to a full erection. All I could do was sit
there, embarrassed as hell, but unresisting. The cop on my right looked down at
my stiff cock and said something to the others in his own language which I did not
understand. The inspector looked round at me, then down at my cock, smiled and
said something which made them all laugh. I'm sure I blushed, but I was too
exhausted to care by now. It was outrageous that they should treat a foreign
national, a prisoner, in this way. But handcuffed and naked, in the middle of
nowhere, I was in no position to resist. At least the embassy knew about me, so
all was not lost...
The stink of male sweat in the small car
became overpowering as we bumped along rough roads, but it was a smell I was
growing used to...
After what seemed an eternity, we arrived
at the outskirts of a small, grim concrete building with a barbed wire fence
around it: there were no other houses in the vicinity, hardly even a tree --
just rocks and more rocks. Clearly, this was a prison...
My heart began to beat faster -- God only
knew what they would do to me here...
Our car drove up to the main gate, which
was opened by a guard who looked inside briefly to check the occupants. Of
course, I was sitting there naked between my two captors with my cock still
stiff from their activities: I was embarrassed as hell and did not dare to look
up at the guard, but he put a hand through the window and lifted my face to see
who the new prisoner was. He looked me straight in the eye, then down at my cock,
then back again and smirked.
The car drove into the compound, past what
was obviously the exercise yard -- in which I was astonished to see about a
hundred prisoners milling around, all naked and shaved as I was. When we
arrived at the entrance, they all pressed up to the fence to see who the new
prisoner was. I was hauled out of the car (my cock still had not gone down) and
they all looked at me. In embarrassment at exposing my erection to them, I
turned my back to them, realising too late that they would see the dark stripes
on my buttocks from the caning the inspector had given me. Some of them
whistled at me... I was marched inside -- at least it was a bit cooler in here,
out of the baking sun. My papers were quickly processed and I was marched to the
cells.
The inspector spoke: "The prisoners
outside have already been sentenced. You will go to a cell for prisoners
waiting for their cases to be heard..."
We approached that cell and an incredible
sight beheld me: only bars separated us from them, and they were all naked and
shaved as I was – but there were so many of them that there was no room to sit,
much less lie down. Their sweaty bodies were pressed together, so that they had
to lean on each other in order to rest. I was terrified as a guard unlocked to
the door and the inspector pushed me in. I waited for him to unlock my
handcuffs, but he did not...
In panic, I turned to face him and said
"Please... release me, don't... leave me here in handcuffs..." There
were tears in my eyes as I pleaded with him, but he just smiled.
He spoke: "You will be called tomorrow
morning -- make sure you are here, at the door, or your case will be
delayed..." And with that, he closed the door, which was then locked by
the guard.
Suddenly, hands began grabbing me and
pulling me back into the group of sweaty, naked prisoners. I continued to plead
with the inspector with my eyes, but he gradually disappeared from view as the
men closed round me. I was defenceless as their hands began feeling me,
twisting my nipples painfully, hefting my cock and balls and sticking fingers
up my hole.
Clearly, I was going to be raped by the
whole bloody lot of them, and the prospect terrified me. With my hands behind
me, locked in the handcuffs, I would not be able to defend myself, so all I
could do was make the horrors that awaited me as painless as possible, by just
taking what was coming to me without resisting...
I guessed there were about twenty of them
-- sweaty, unwashed, naked and shaved as I was -- and hungry for fresh meat...
I was pushed to the floor on my back, on
the only bit of space left in the crowded cell: one of them squatted down over
my face, kneeling on either side of my shoulders and spreading his stinking
arse over my mouth and nose to shut me up while he pulled up my legs to open my
hole for the first invasion... A hard cock was brutally shoved into my defenceless
shithole, but my scream was lost in the shitty hole that covered my mouth...
With my hands cuffed behind me painfully
under my back, the rape continued, fast and brutally, my groans and screams
lost in the filthy hole that covered my open mouth. Farts occasionally erupted
from that hole, filling my mouth and nose with unbelievable stink. I wanted to
throw up, but I had had nothing to eat all day, so nothing came up. The man who
sat on my face laughed as he farted, as did some of the others standing around
me... The cock in my hole shot its load, and was roughly pulled out, soon to be
replaced by another, and another...
Suddenly, after the third ejaculation up my
shithole, the face-sitter got up, pulled me to my feet, turned me round to face
the horny, shaved prisoners around me for a brief moment, then bent me over,
holding me by my handcuffed hands... He shoved his own cock into my hole then,
pushing me backwards and forwards by my cuffed wrists. If he let go, I would
crash to the floor, so I was totally dependent on his holding me firmly --
which he did, and I was at least thankful for that.
I lost count of the number of times I was
raped, but I guess every single one of those stinking, sweaty prisoners shot
his load up my hole or down my throat. There must have been thirty or forty of
them... The horror lasted for hours, but eventually when everyone had fucked
the shit out of me, they released their grip on me. I stood up painfully, shit
and spunk oozing out of my hole down my legs... I looked them in the eye, but
they just sniggered at me. The cell was so cramped, even standing up our bodies
were pushed together. I could not lie or sit to rest, but someone held me as I
was about to collapse from exhaustion and pain. I leaned back against his sweaty
body, grateful for something to lean on...
I felt his cock harden between my battered
buttocks, but was beyond caring now: I did not resist as it found its way into
my spunky hole, even leaning back against him to make it easier for him to
penetrate me... My legs were now so weak I could hardly stand up anyway, and I
rested my head back on his shoulder. He toyed with my nipples painfully and I
groaned, but just seemed to excite him more...
Eventually he ejaculated, but did not
withdraw his cock from my hole, so I just stood there, leaning against him for
support. Other bodies, sweaty and stinking, were pressed against us, since
there was no room to sit or lie -- every prisoner just had to lean on everyone
else for support.
With my head leaning back on my fucker's
shoulder, I closed my eyes and dozed wearily, his cock still inside me...
It was inevitable: after a time, he needed
a piss -- but working his way through the heaving mass of naked, sweaty
prisoners was too much trouble, so he just let go up my shithole. I felt my
guts filling with his hot piss, and inevitably it began to dribble out, down my
legs, forming a puddle on the floor round our feet. But I, like him and the
others, was past caring: we were pigs in a sty, I had grown used to the stink
of their sweat, piss, farts and shitty arses, so what did a bit of piss matter?
Leaning with the back of my head on his shoulder, I turned awkwardly to look at
his face... He had a scar through his right eyebrow, and his nose had been
broken -- clearly, he had come from a very violent background, where brutality
was the everyday norm for him... He turned to look at me as the last of his
piss was squirting into my hole -- and grabbing my face with his right hand (I
was leaning on his left shoulder), he kissed me savagely on the lips, pushing his
big fat tongue into my mouth and filling it. This one act of kindness (if you
could call it that) seemed so strangely beautiful, I found I could not resist
him, but sucked on his tongue and swallowed his saliva thirstily. I was ashamed
of myself, but felt that since I would be released next day, it wouldn't matter
-- he could possess me for the next few hours, and I would belong to him for
the night...
Hours passed like this, with me dozing
fitfully leaning against his massive body, till I awoke and saw the grey
streaks of dawn filter through the small, high window of our cell...
I felt his cock harden inside me again --
but this time he did not fuck me, but pulled it out, turned me round and pushed
me to my knees in front of him (rather difficult, given the cramped space there
was to do this in). He pulled down my jaw and stuck his cock, now stinking of
my shithole and his piss and the spunk of the others who had raped me, into my
mouth. I knew what was expected of me, and sucked dutifully, licking down the
shaft to his balls, which I also licked clean (they were sweaty and spunky). He
lifted up his balls so I could get my tongue underneath them: he was very
excited now, breathing heavily, and suddenly he turned round and pulled my face
into his stinking crack. I tried to pull away, but another pair of hands held
my head fast from behind me and pushed it into his sweaty, shitty hole. His
hands were now free to grab my helpless nipples and pull on them hard, so that
it would be difficult and painful for me to pull my face away from its stinking
prison. A few more painful tugs on my nipples and I knew what he wanted: slowly,
I pushed my tongue into his shit-chute, tasting the bitterness of his last crap
(of course, the hole wasn't clean, since there were no luxuries like toilet
paper in this hell-hole). I was no match for his heavy, muscular body (indeed,
all the shaved and naked prisoners were of peasant stock, used to heavy work
from childhood, so even if I had not been handcuffed I would have been no match
for them if I had tried to resist their assaults). He had shown tenderness
towards me by kissing me, so all I could do was return the compliment by
pushing my tongue into his shithole. This was an act of tenderness on my part,
which somehow I found fitting – he had taken possession of me, and I would
belong to him for a night...
As I looked up over the mounds of his big
buttocks, I could see that his back was scarred, and the scars were fairly
fresh (not more than a week old, I estimated) -- clearly, he had been flogged
recently (flogging was frequently given as a punishment in this country, since
prison facilities were obviously very limited). As I licked his hole dutifully,
almost lovingly, I wondered what he had done to deserve the flogging. In fact,
I had seen the whipping-post in the middle of the exercise yard... I then began
to wonder if that would be my sentence -- to be flogged and sent on my way...
My thoughts were interrupted by a big fart
which filled my mouth and nose: the man behind me who held my head in its
stinking prison laughed -- but did not release his grip. The man who had kissed
me was now farting into my face, but I could do nothing but accept this
degradation, and breathed in the foul stench of his bowels. I pushed my tongue
once more into his hole to show my acceptance, and he let out a low growl of
pleasure as I did so...
Suddenly, he released my tits, turned
round, looked down at me and pulled me up to my feet. Grabbing my tits
painfully once more, he pulled me to my tiptoes and kissed me again, filling my
mouth once more with his big fat tongue, and once more I sucked on his tongue,
swallowing the copious amounts of saliva that now dribbled into my mouth...
CHAPTER THREE
There were sounds of activity from the
small office beyond the bars of our cell - clearly the police were getting
ready for the day's work in court. I tried to turn and see what was going on,
but he held my head fast, almost choking me with his tongue and saliva.
Eventually, names were being called, and
several of the prisoners moved through the crowd to the bars. The door was
unlocked, they went out, and presumably went to hear their cases tried. My name
was not among those called out, and I was disappointed: surely my name would be
called in the next group.
After an hour, the prisoners were marched
out to the yard. At first I thought they had been released, but then I heard
the sound through the window of a whip slashing naked flesh: each slash was
accompanied by an agonised groan, quickly rising to a scream. After twenty
lashes, there was silence (except for the laughs of the uniformed men who had
carried out the punishment or had been watching it for their own amusement).
The groaning prisoner was being led out of the prison (I found out later), and
left, naked on the dusty road outside the gates (this humiliation being an
extra punishment). Because he was naked and shaved and flogged, everyone would know
he had been guilty of some crime or other.
The process was repeated with the three
other prisoners who had been called. I began to be sick with fear - would this
be my fate too?
My thoughts were interrupted when my
'possessor' turned me round, bent me over and, holding me by my handcuffed
hands as before, shoved his big cock (now hard again) into my defenceless hole.
Another man stood in front of me, dangling his smelly cock in front of my face.
He stuck the cheesy thing in my mouth and began to piss. The hot, early-morning
piss was foul and salty as it filled my mouth... I began to panic: what if my
name was called, and I didn't answer? If I didn't go forward like the others,
my case would be postponed... The thought of spending more time - God only knew
how long – in this pigsty was more than I could bear. So, when I heard the
names being called, I tried to pull away from the filthy cock pissing in my
mouth (which was now beginning to harden). But a big hand held my head fast by
the back of my neck as the swelling member began to fill my helpless mouth...
Sure enough, my name had been called! I
tried to get up, but with one cock in my shithole and the other filling my
mouth, the only thing I could do was emit some hardly human sounds to let them
know I was here...
I opened my mouth as wide as I could to
yell, but the hard cock inside it was simply rammed back to my throat,
strangling my yell, and nearly making me throw up. I tried to pull my asshole
off the cock that invaded it, but the cock just followed my hole, keeping it
filled.... I heard the barred cell door being opened (I could not see it
because of the naked prisoners' bodies crowding round me), then closing behind
the new group of prisoners. This was horrible - if my case was not heard today,
when would be the next time? The magistrate was a travelling one, visiting
small villages and towns once every few months - I could be here for months,
treated worse than an animal. I was so afraid, I began to piss myself as I was
being buggered and headfucked, which just made my tormentors laugh.
Once more, I heard the office door open to
let the new group of prisoners out: once more I heard the floggings, the groans
and the cackling of the officers in the yard.
The only good thing in all this was that
the cell was not considerably less crowded than it was, and I could see the
office beyond the bars now, though with my mouth and hole filled, I could still
not call my name. Finally, my two tormentors shot their loads into me, and my
'possessor' pulled me to my feet.
He pulled me back behind the remaining
prisoners and held me to him firmly. I turned my head round to plead with him:
"Please... let me go..." I had tears in my eyes, and I was not sure
whether he understood me or not, but he could guess what I wanted... He turned
me round to face him and, as he did so, I could see over my shoulder that the
magistrate had entered the office from the room that served as the 'court',
accompanied by the inspector, and was on the point of leaving. If I called out
to the inspector, surely he would do something about it... I opened my mouth to
yell, but my possessor clapped a big hand over my mouth, gagging me silent. I
looked tearfully into his eyes, pleading with my own to let me go, but he just
smiled... and tightened his grip on my mouth. I stood helplessly, hoping the
inspector would see me, but I could not know if he did, since my back was
towards the office, and in any case the other prisoners crowded round us, so
that I could not be seen.
I heard the inspector bid the magistrate
farewell, closing the door behind him. Then I heard footsteps approaching our
cell... it was the inspector: my heart leapt as he barked some order which I
did not understand. The other men moved aside and my possessor released his
gagging hand and turned me round to face him. I walked slowly towards him as he
spoke to me (I noticed he was carrying a cane): "Why you not come when
your name called?"
How could I tell him I was being buggered
and facefucked at the time?
"They - they wouldn't let me go...
they..." I stuttered.
"Magistrate come back in one month..."
he said, smiling. Sure he knew what happened, and he did nothing to help me.
"Please... get me out of here..."
I pleaded.
"Not possible. You must stay here till
next court!"
"But... PLEASE!" I begged, tears
filling my eyes - but he just continued to smile...
"At least take my handcuffs off -
please!"
He hefted the cane in his hand, slowly:
"You not been caned yet?"
My heart sank as I realised he intended to
punish me like all the prisoners
- a caning every morning!
"Answer me!" he barked.
"N-no," I answered.
He smiled as he snapped his fingers to one
of the remaining twenty prisoners. The naked man came forward, his head bowed.
Two guards unlocked the door, allowing him to walk through. They took him
roughly by the arms and dragged him over to the desk in the middle of the room,
bent him over it and held him down. The inspector smiled at me once more and
walked over to the prisoner bent over the desk, his buttocks towards us. His
cock and balls hung down between his legs, which the guards had spread by each
placing a booted foot inside and pulling each leg apart. The inspector stood to
the left of him and raised his powerful right arm. Before the cane descended,
he looked at me and smiled...
Then the cane slashed down on to the man's
quivering buttocks, leaving a thin red line on his helpless flesh (which was
already crisscrossed with thin blue and black lines from his previous canings).
A sharp intake of breath was all I heard: during the entire twenty strokes, he
made no other sound - he was certainly tough!
The punishment over, the guards stood him
up and marched him back to our cell. I looked at him admiringly as he entered,
and he saw me look at him. He looked back at the inspector and said something
which I did not understand: the inspector nodded approvingly. The prisoner came
towards me, pushed me to my knees and made me kiss his beaten arse, pushing my
face into his stinking crack. I was humiliated in front of the inspector and
the other guards, and felt ashamed and embarrassed. But I could not help but
admire the way this man had taken his punishment, and kissed the welts on his buttocks
lovingly, then licking his foul shithole. The inspector watched me intently,
and I felt even more embarrassed - but I did not care so much now: I deserved
to show my subservience to this tough man...
Another name was called out - it was my
'possessor', and he went forward, held down over the desk as before, his legs
spread and held apart by the booted guards.
The inspector must have known that this was
the man who had prevented me from answering to my name, because he gave him
double the number of strokes, causing spots of blood to rise from the welts. He
groaned from the pain, and I felt sorry for him, in spite of everything he had
done to me. After forty strokes, the inspector turned towards me...
"Come here!" The cell door was
opened and I walked towards him, my heart pounding.
"You see? I give him extra punishment
for what he do to you! I am good policeman! I shall give him more!" My
possessor groaned, and I realised I could not bear to see him hurt any more,
however much he had soiled and degraded me...
"N-no, it... is not necessary..."
"Of course it is necessary!..."
and with those words the guards tightened their grip on him in anticipation, smiling...
"Please... I know I am nothing, a
prisoner like the others... but I beg you..." and with these words I fell
to my knees behind my possessor's beaten arse, kissing both buttocks, tasting
the blood which had risen to the surface of the vicious welts the inspector had
raised on his helpless buttocks... "... do not hurt him more..." - my
voice trailed off to a whisper.
The inspector looked down at me angrily -
clearly I was interfering with his authority here: "Then I will give them
to you instead!"
My blood froze: I would get the customary
twenty strokes PLUS whatever extra he was going to give my possessor... I
looked into the inspector's eyes for some flicker of humanity, but his look was
cold, and all I could do was look down at the floor.
The guards released him to escort him back
to the cell: for a moment, he looked down at me and was about to say something,
but the guards hustled him away. I heard the door being locked again, then
their footsteps behind me as they approached me. They picked me up by my arms
(my hands were still cuffed), bent me over the table, spread my legs so that my
cock and balls hung down for all to see. Since I was already handcuffed, it was
not necessary for them to hold me down, so one of them went round in front of
me and gripped my head, hanging over the table, between his thighs and pulled up
my arms against their sockets. The inspector began...
The cane whistled down, slashing across my
buttocks as it had done the previous day, and I suppressed a scream. The pain was
worse than yesterday - clearly the inspector was very angry with me for daring
to interrupt the proceedings, and now he was going to make me pay for it.
Again and again the cane slashed across my
quivering buttocks, till tears filled my eyes and I was crying like a baby.
After twenty strokes, he stopped for a breather. I continued to cry softly,
with my face trapped between the uniformed thighs of the guard who continued to
hold my arms up and back. I heard the inspector lighting a cigarette and
smelled the smoke - it smelled good! He ran a hand idly over my arse, running a
finger down my crack into my sticky hole. Then he fondled my exposed cock and
balls till my cock - against my will - began to harden. Then I heard and felt
him fiddling with his fly buttons, pulling out his cock - now hard from his
enjoyment of my punishment and feeling my helpless arse and cock - and then
pushing it unceremoniously into my open hole. He fucked me slowly, in front of
the guards and the other prisoners, still smoking on his cigarette. He finished
his cigarette, then gripped my hips with both hands and began to pump in and out
faster and furiously, till he shot his load into me. He pulled out roughly,
walked round in front of me, pushing the other guard away, pulled open my mouth
and stuck the slimy, shitty thing into it...
"Now you clean me!" I obediently sucked
on the foul, stinking cock which had just been up my shithole, covered in spunk
and shit. I thought I would throw up, but managed to keep control of my guts.
He pulled his cock out, inspected it, then lifted it up and pushed his sweaty
balls to my mouth for further cleaning. I could do nothing but lick obediently
till he was satisfied, hoping he would be less severe in the last part of my
punishment - but to no avail. He moved away, put his cock and balls back in his
trousers, snapping his fingers to the guard to return and pinion me as before.
I heard him walk behind me, and without warning he began slashing at my
backside even more viciously than before...
This time I screamed and howled as I was
given another twenty strokes: I was not as brave as the two men who had
preceded me. At last the caning stopped, the guard who had imprisoned my head
between his thighs released me, and I lay for a few moments prostrate over the
table to get my breath back. The inspector pulled me to my feet and turned me round
to face him...
"Magistrate come back in one month -
You will be punished every morning like other prisoners..."
I looked at him, the tears pouring down my
face: "Yes Sir! But - I beg you... please take off the handcuffs..."
But the inspector grew angry again: he
slapped my face hard, right and left, shouting at me: "THEY COME OFF WHEN
I DECIDE - NOT YOU!!!" then he nodded to the guards to take me back to the
cell. I was pushed inside among the other naked prisoners once more, while
another was taken out for his caning.
I felt an arm around my shoulder - it was
my possessor, and he spoke to me for the first time: "Me - Karl.
You?" I looked up at him (he was much bigger than me), surprised:
"Mike," I said through my tears.
"Mike, you good boy. Now you MY boy -
yes?"
I blubbed like a baby now, overcome by his
kindness, resting my face on his naked chest... I nodded my assent, unable to
speak. He put his hand under my chin, raising my face to look at him. Through
the sounds of the caning going on just a few feet away, I heard him repeat:
"You MY boy - yes?"
I looked him in the eye and whispered:
"Yes, I am your boy..."
I had certainly suffered for him and his
recognition of this fact filled me with a kind of warmth. He pulled me further
back into the cell, behind the other naked prisoners waiting for their caning.
He held my face in his hands and kissed me on the lips, once more filling my
mouth with his fat tongue.
Handcuffed and naked as I was, I could not
resist him any more: I sucked on the tongue of this man who had been punished
for preventing me answering when my name was called, this man who had fucked
me, pissed in me, made me lick his shithole and who now wanted to possess me
totally. I had been punished for his sake too, and this established a very
special bond between us - a savage bond, the uniting of two men in pain and
degradation. My cock hardened as he continued to kiss me, twisting and pinching
my defenceless nipples as he did so. It shocked me to realise he had enjoyed
seeing me punished, and relished the thought that I was still handcuffed and defenceless,
to be HIS boy... But I did not care - at least he had shown me affection, and
would look after me...
CHAPTER FOUR
Once all the prisoners had been caned, food
and water were brought to the cell: bread, some cold meat and pickled cabbage.
The water was in a large urn, the food in large aluminium trays. Each prisoner
helped himself, eating with his hands and drinking out of the couple of tin
cups left there for their use. I was still handcuffed and could neither eat nor
drink. Karl paid no attention to me as he helped himself to the food with the
others. When they had all finished, the inspector issued some instructions to
the guards: they came into the cell, tipped out the scraps from the large tray
into the bucket which served as a toilet for the men, which the guards then
pissed into... The inspector spoke to me:
"Now you eat!"
I was horrified. Handcuffed, I would have
to kneel down and fish out the half-chewed scraps from the stinking piss in the
shit-bucket. I could not, I just could NOT... But Karl knew the inspector, and
what he could do if he was not obeyed, so he pushed me towards the bucket on
the floor, and pushed me to my knees and - firmly but gently - pushed my face
down into the stinking mess. He held my mouth and nose down below the surface
of the frothy piss, so that I had to drink fast if I were not to choke.
Eventually, with most of the piss drunk, I
could breathe again, and noticed to my horror that there were bits of the
prisoners' shit still in the bucket, now mixed with the half-chewed scraps of
food they had discarded. Karl still held my head firmly down in the mess...
"EAT!" the inspector barked.
I felt sick and tried to lift my head up
out of the bucket, but Karl just pushed it back in, so that my face was now
surrounded by bits of shit and 'food'. Slowly, I opened my mouth, tasting the
foul shitty mess that was to be my breakfast. I chewed and swallowed, feeling
my stomach churning. Handcuffed, naked, shaved and beaten, I was in no position
to resist, so I got on with it as fast as possible.
Eventually, when I had consumed the entire
filthy mess, Karl released his grip and pulled my head out of the toilet
bucket, but left me kneeling in front of it. The inspector just looked at me
coldly and smiled...
"Now you learn how to be good
prisoner! You dirty western pig! When magistrate come next month, you will be
VERY good boy!"
"Please... Inspector... take off my
handcuffs..." I stuttered once more.
"I tell you before, maybe tomorrow.
But now you ask me again, it will be one more day! DO NOT ASK ME AGAIN,
PIG!"
The inspector turned round and went out of
the door, followed by the guards. Karl turned me round to face him:
"Now you learn be good prisoner! You
be good to all other prisoners, and we be good to you! If not..." and with
this, he suddenly pinched my defenceless nipples, twisting them and pulling
them painfully upwards till I had to stand on tiptoe... "if not, we TEACH
you!". I knew what that meant...
The cell was now less crowded, since ten of
the prisoners had been released after being flogged, so there was a little more
room. Some of the men sat on the large bucket and took a shit, farting loudly
to the amusement of the others. Karl was idly toying with my painful nipples.
There was no toilet paper of course, so after shitting the men just got up
again and walked towards us. One of them grabbed me by the neck, pulling me
away from Karl, and pushed me to my knees. He turned round and pulled my face
into the crack of his arse, which now stank of his recent shit. Shit still
stuck to his hole and he clearly wanted it cleaning up - handcuffed and
defenceless, Karl stood behind me, pushing my face firmly into to the large
backside in front of me, making sure my tongue did its duty...
By now I had grown used to the smell, the
stink of these men. While I was in this hell-hole, they were my family. The
smell of their unwashed feet, cocks, armpits and arses would be my constant
reminder that I was now nothing more than a dirty stinking prisoner like them,
that my tongue, mouth and arsehole would be used again and again for their
pleasure. Karl had claimed me as "his boy", but he enjoyed seeing me
degraded and punished, so I could not expect any mercy from him. In a strange
way, this domination over me, the exercise of authority - however perverse and
brutal - over me seemed so... right, somehow. I had been a fucking little bastard
as a child, a total pain in the arse to my family and friends, and now I was
getting the discipline I should have had a long time ago! I was going to learn
respect for these tough, brutal men whether I liked it or not....
I was disturbed from my thoughts when the
man whose hole I was cleaning suddenly pulled away, turned round and stuffed
his half-hard, cheesy cock in my mouth. My head was still being held fast by
Karl, and the other man just jerked his cock into my mouth till he came,
spewing his sticky spunk into my mouth. His cock was so big and pushed in so
far I nearly choked. When he had finished, he pulled the filthy thing out and I
swallowed his spunk, grateful that I could breathe normally once more. Karl had
been so excited by this that he roughly pulled me to my feet, rammed me up
against the bars with my back to him and fucked my hole savagely. He pounded
his cock in and out of me, banging me against the bars while the other
prisoners laughed, egging him on to give it to me good and hard.
I did not know how much more of this filth
and degradation I could endure - I thought that Karl would be my friend, after
all, I had taken twenty extra strokes of the cane for him. But he just
continued to bang his cock into me, battering my beaten buttocks mercilessly as
he did so. With my face pushed up against the bars, he did not see my tears of
pain and rage against what was being done to me.
One of the guards came back in and, seeing
me being buggered, sauntered over towards our cell. Karl did not stop - after
all, this was a 'normal' activity in this hell-hole. He stood in front of me,
on the other side of the bars, looking into my tear-filled eyes. Then he just
grabbed my nipples through the bars, pulling them through the bars and twisting
them agonisingly. I was blubbing like a baby now, helpless to defend my naked body
against their assaults....
Seeing the guard attacking my tits just
seemed to excite Karl even more, and he buggered my defenceless rump even more
furiously than before. I cried out in pain and humiliation, but the guard just
smiled at me. As I looked down I could see his cock was stiffening in his
uniform trousers... I knew that it would not be long before the filthy thing
would be shoved into my mouth or my shithole - my degradation would not be over
when Karl had finished with me...
Karl, with one last furious shove, shot his
load into me, waited a few seconds, then pulled his weapon out roughly.... He
whirled me round, pushed me to my knees and stuck his stinking, shit-streaked
cock into my mouth for cleaning, holding my shaved head firmly between his two
big hands. I did my by now customary duty, licking his balls clean too. I had
to admit he knew how to master me, because I did not feel much urge to resist
him - in fact, I was horrified to see that my own cock was stiffening...
He saw it too, and just laughed... then he
turned round, pulled my face into the crack of his arse and let go a huge fart.
The other prisoners and the guard laughed as they saw that my semi-erection was
not going down...
It was then that I realised what my true
degradation was: this filthy treatment of me by the prisoners and the guards
actually made my cock hard, in spite of myself. It was then that I realised
that the punishment and unspeakable degradation, which were to be my lot for at
least the next months, were provoking me to an erection! I was now a filthy,
stinking animal, just like them - and I could not hide my stiff cock from their
eyes. I was exposed, naked and handcuffed, and my cock revealed the truth of
what I had become: nothing more than a piece of shit, to be used, soiled,
beaten and humiliated in front of brutal, violent men. This fact horrified me
as I inhaled the stink from Karl's arsehole... and kissed it lovingly, pushing
my tongue into his filthy hole. He gave a satisfied grunt as he pulled my face even
more tightly into his crack so that my tongue could do its duty more efficiently...
It was the end of my innocence (if you
could call it that): now began my journey into the depths of depravity. These
two days of horror and filth had turned me into what I now am - a low-down,
stinking slave.
CHAPTER FIVE
The magistrate eventually returned after a
month and my case was heard: my name was called out in the usual way, and this
time the other prisoners, headed by Karl, released me so that I could go
forward and answer to my name.
One of the guards came to the door of the
cell, unlocked it, and I stepped out. I was pushed forward towards the door of
the "courtroom" and ushered in. The guard withdrew, leaving me
standing in front of the Magistrate's desk as he sat perusing my papers. I was
alone with him and, of course, completely naked and still handcuffed. There
must have been the odd streak of shit on my face, and I certainly stank. I had
been fucked only a few minutes before, and spunk was leaking out of my hole and
dripping down the inside of my thighs. I was desperately embarrassed, and
looked down at the floor uncomfortably, shifting my weight from one foot to the
other. Finally, the Magistrate looked up - a man in his forties I guessed, with
short-cropped hair and steel-grey eyes - he looked my naked, shaved and abused
body slowly up and down...
"You are British?" he asked...
"Yes Sir," I replied politely.
"The laws in our country are very
strict," he continued in almost perfect English, "and you have broken
one of them... You were driving too fast... but I see you did not have any
drugs on you - this is fortunate, because if you did have drugs on you, your
sentence would be very severe indeed...."
The Examining Magistrate stood up and
walked round his desk towards me... He spoke quietly, taking out a cigarette
and lighting it:
"I like your country," he said
nonchalantly, "I studied at university there for three years..." He
was now standing next to me, to me left. He put his hand on one of my beaten
buttocks, examining my rear end as he did so:
"I see you have been punished in the
usual way..." he said, as he ran his hand over the welts on my caned
backside...
"Yes Sir," I replied,
embarrassed...
"We do not treat you any differently
from the others," he continued, exhaling cigarette smoke in my face, which
I was grateful to breathe in, not having had a cigarette for weeks now...
Suddenly, I felt his fingers exploring the
crack between my buttocks, one of them pushing its way into my spunky hole...
"And," he said in a low voice,
"I see you have been made to show respect for our men..."
Blushing with shame, I could only stutter:
"Y-yes Sir..."
"This is only right and proper, young
men like you should always show respect for our men, even if they are only
prisoners... They have no women, so..."
"Yes Sir," I continued, my voice
almost a whisper. He continued to finger my hole obscenely as he spoke:
"The maximum sentence I can impose on
you is life... or even death..." – at these words I froze: life? Never to
be released from this hell-hole? Executed? I felt doomed... I turned my head to
face him as he stood, fingering my hole and squeezing my beaten buttocks
painfully...
"But... Sir, I..." Blowing more
smoke in my face, he spoke softly...
I fell to my knees, deciding to plead with
him, hoping to move him to pity.
"Please, let me go, I did not mean
to..." He looked down at me, smiling - clearly my gesture of humility had
pleased him. My life was in his hands... I could see from the bulge in his
trousers, now directly in front of my face, that he was excited by this little
scenario....
"But I will be lenient to you: I will
release you - of course, you will have to be flogged first, but then you will
be set free. You must leave this country immediately, or you will be arrested
again, and then your sentence will be life... You will also write an account of
your experiences in jail for the Authorities... You will spare no details, you must
describe everything, including your feelings..."
(I have done as I was ordered, which is why
this journal was written.)
The Magistrate returned to his desk and
called the guard. I was sentenced to the usual flogging, of course. The guard
pulled me out of the room and, assisted by another guard, took me out into the
yard, released my handcuffs and secured me to the whipping post with my hands
tied above my head. A belt was tied tightly around my waist, which pushed my
arse out and rendered me completely immobile. There was some discussion about
who would administer the punishment, and the whipping began - just as the
magistrate was getting into his car to leave. He smiled at me as the first lash
cracked across my back, which drew an agonising scream from my throat, then he
closed the door of his car and drove off, leaving me to the tender mercies of
the guards.
After the daily canings, being tied to the
whipping post and feeling the lash of the whip on my back, buttocks and thighs
was not so intolerable as I had thought. The first strokes were excruciating,
and I screamed as the other prisoners had done - but after the first ten
strokes, the pain grew more acceptable. I was given fifty strokes altogether,
and at the end of punishment, administered in front of the other guards out in
the exercise yard, my back, buttocks and thighs were on fire, especially after
they threw a bucket of salt water over me to wash the cuts.
I accepted the punishment - not for the
simple offence itself, for which this punishment was out of all proportion, but
for becoming the animal that I now am...
After I was released from the whipping
post, I was escorted to the prison gates and pushed outside. They gave me back
my passport and the keys to my car, which was parked some distance away, by the
side of the hot, dusty road. The gates banged shut behind me. I was still
naked, of course, and a couple of passing peasant boys (I guess they were about
fifteen years old) laughed at me, jeering at my shaved cock (and the rest of my
body).
I walked slowly, painfully, towards my car.
It had been parked there for a month: it was covered in dust and a couple of
the windows had been smashed. Everything had been taken from inside, including
my little bag of clothes. The guards had kept my wallet with the only money I
had, and my credit cards.
So here I was, naked, my back, buttocks and
thighs striped from the flogging, shaved from head to foot, with no means of
buying any clothes or petrol to get me out of this place. Yet the thought of
returning to normality, back to London to my job and the life I had known
before this nightmare began seemed so ordinary, so uninviting, so useless, that
I slowly turned round, looking back to the prison, and began to walk towards
it... to the continuing taunts of the peasant boys, who surrounded me, smacking
my beaten rump, even taking a stick to me, hitting my buttocks and legs – but the
pain was nothing compared to what I had just endured.
I sat down on my haunches beside the gates
to wait for the inspector to come out. I waited several hours in the hot sun
until finally I heard the key turning in the lock: my heart began to beat
faster as I waited to see who would come out, hoping it would be the inspector.
Three guards came out, saw me there and laughed at me. I knew enough of their
language by now to know that they said something like: "What? Not had
enough? Go home, filthy foreigner!" But I just looked submissively down at
their booted feet and said nothing. By way of encouragement, one of them got
his cock out and urinated all over me - but I did not move. I knew I deserved
to be punished, just for being such a disgusting animal...
They went away, laughing and sniggering,
leaving me dripping in piss. The sun was going down now, and I began to wonder
if the inspector would come out at all - maybe he would stay there for the
night.
Then I heard the gate being unlocked again,
and I was happy (strangely) to see the inspector... He looked down at me and
asked me why I had not left. I answered by kneeling in front him, handing him
my passport and car keys, and kissing his boots, then moving behind him on my
knees and kissing his big arse, bulging out in his tight uniform. I had
surrendered myself entirely and without reservation to him. He was the man who
had started the whole thing, and I felt strangely grateful to him.
He turned round slowly, looking down at me
as I looked him in the eye, took out a cigarette and lit it, looking at me all
the while. My heart was pounding, but I said nothing, continuing to kneel in
front of him. When he had finished his cigarette, he reached for his handcuffs,
attached to his belt, and, without a word, motioned for me to stand up and turn
round: he snapped them shut over my wrists behind my back, clapped a big hand
round the back of my neck and marched me down the road towards his car. He unlocked
the boot and pushed me into it. It was rather small, so I had to curl up in
foetal position - not very easy with my hands cuffed behind me - then be banged
the lid down and I was left in darkness. I heard him get in the car, start it
up, and drive off along the bumpy road. After about twenty minutes, we stopped
and I heard him get out. He came round and opened the boot again. As he helped
me out, I could see we were in the middle of a forest, just outside a large,
rambling house which had fallen into disrepair. Obviously, it had belonged to
one of the former aristocrats who had fled when the communists took over. I
presumed it was his home.
He walked up the steps, pushing me in front
of him. Then he unlocked the front door, which creaked open, and pushed me
inside....
CHAPTER SIX
The stone floor was cold to my bare feet as
I stepped inside the gloomy hallway. The inspector again clapped a big hand
round my neck and marched me firmly towards a door at the back of the hall,
under the staircase. He unlocked it, and I saw a wooden stairway leading down
to the cellar. My heart was in my mouth - what had I let myself in for? I had
been officially discharged from the prison, so no-one would know where I was. I
was the prisoner of a sadistic police officer, held captive in the depths of an
enormous forest. If he murdered me, there would be no evidence - he could do what
he wanted to me - yet I knew that this was what I needed, what I deserved...
When I got to the bottom of the stairs,
followed by my captor and master, he pushed me towards a pillar in the middle
of the cellar after switching on the naked light bulb that provided the only
light. He placed an iron collar round my neck, locked it with a padlock and
chained me to the iron ring set in the stone pillar. He stood back a moment,
looking at my naked, abused body up and down, then did something that surprised
me: he took my face in his big hands, looked me in the eye and kissed me
passionately, savagely on the lips, pushing his tongue into my mouth so far it
nearly choked me. Then he attacked my nipples, pulling, twisting and pinching
them viciously till I groaned - though my cries were stifled by the fat tongue
which kept probing my mouth. I was still handcuffed, of course, so I had no way
to defend my poor nipples. But it made no difference - my cock began to harden,
in spite of the pain in my chest, and the inspector knew that I needed this treatment.
He reached down, grabbed my balls in his big right hand, and squeezed them
hard, pulling them down sharply. My scream was stifled by his tongue as it
continued to fill my mouth, dribbling his saliva into it. I nearly passed out
with the pain, but was helpless to defend myself as he continued to squeeze and
mash my balls...
Then he stood back from me, looking my
shaved and naked body up and down, his eyes glittering. He smiled nonchalantly
as I stood panting, my cock half hard, my neck collared and chained to the
pillar and my hands cuffed behind me...
"I never let you go now... you my
property!" he said in a low voice, thick with lust.
I knew now that I would never return to my
old life, that as far as the rest of the world was concerned, I had simply
'disappeared'. I knew that he could kill me if he wanted to, and nobody would
be any the wiser. I knew he would abuse me, and pain and degradation would be
my lot from now on - but perhaps I deserved this, needed this: I would just be
his object, to gratify his perverted desires. I had surrendered myself to him,
a man who enjoyed inflicting pain and humiliation on the prisoners in his
custody, and I was just another of his prisoners...
He released the chain from the pillar and
pushed me to my knees, securing the chain once more to the pillar. He calmly
got out his cock and pissed all over me, concentrating on my face, pulling open
my jaw and urinating in my mouth.... I drank it down thirstily. Then he calmly
pulled his uniform trousers over his big buttocks, turned round, pushed his
stinking arse in my face and farted two or three times. With the back of my
head pushed up against the pillar behind me, I could not escape the stink that
erupted from his guts. He gave a satisfied grunt, but did not move... I was
trapped there, his big buttocks on either side of my face. Obviously his hole
wanted licking, so I did my duty, pushing my tongue up his shit chute, which
opened up to receive it. The tip of my tongue met a turd, which was obviously
on its way down: clearly this was the reason he remained in this position – he needed
a crap, and I was going to be his toilet....
Another fart pushed its way out into my
mouth, and the turd slowly slid down into my open mouth. I had grown used to
the taste and smell of men's arses and their farts and shit while I was a
prisoner, so I did not feel the need to vomit this time. In fact, I wanted to
show him how much I thought I deserved this treatment, how much respect I had
for him, so as the lump of shit pushed its way into my mouth I immediately
started chewing on it and swallowing it, so that the other shit which would
surely follow it would not be wasted...
His shit certainly stank like a man's shit
should, and I was grateful to him for using me as his toilet as I looked up at
the big arse spread over my face. This was the man who had caned my own arse
every single day for a month, the man who had left me handcuffed, naked and
helpless among a group of violent prisoners, and because of whom I had been
sentenced to a flogging - and now here I was, eating his hot shit straight out
of his shithole - gratefully! Could there be any further depths to which I
would sink?...
After the third turd, there was no more, so
I licked his hole as clean as I could, though my tongue was too shitty to do a
really good job of it. With his hole still rather shitty, he moved away from
me, pulled up his uniform trousers, looking down at my shit-stained face,
smiling. He calmly took my face in one of his big hands, pulled down my jaw and
slowly dropped a gob of spit into my open mouth and closed it again... I
swallowed it gratefully.
Then he took a pair of his filthy
underpants which had been lying on the floor, stained yellow and brown with his
piss and shit, stuffed them into my mouth, secured them there with a cord
wrapped several times round my neck and mouth, and left me, going up the
stairs, turning off the light. I was left in the dark, gagged, collared,
handcuffed and naked on the cellar floor. I had no idea how long he would leave
me there - it could be hours or even days. I began to panic, but there was
nothing I could do about it, except wait for him to come back and abuse me
again. My back, buttocks and legs still stung from the flogging I had received
earlier that day, my stomach was full of his shit, and the smell and taste of his
arse was still in my nose and mouth - but I felt strangely contented, because
this was a man who knew how to treat a worthless piece of shit like me. My life
was literally in his hands, and if he left me to die here, or actually killed me,
it would not matter: I had given myself to him, and if that is the way he
wished to dispose of me, then so be it...
Some hours later, I heard him return. It
must have been late in the evening, but of course I had no idea what the actual
time was. He turned on the light at the top of the stairs and came down. He was
carrying something in his right hand. As he approached, I could see it was a
branding iron - the same one that was used in this country for escaped
prisoners once they had been caught and returned to jail. Their sentence was
automatically doubled and they were branded, as a discouragement to other
prisoners if they got any ideas about trying to escape. My heart was pounding -
I knew what he wanted to do, but gagged, handcuffed and naked, there was
nothing I could do except watch him light the small stove at the other end of
the cellar, feeding it with chopped logs and getting it really hot. When the
fire was roaring, he stuck the branding iron in the fire and walked
nonchalantly over towards me:
"Now I make you like escaped prisoner
- if you try to escape, when they find you they will return you to me. You understand?"
All I could do was make some muffled sounds
through my gag, which approximated to "No, no, no! Please don't do this to
me! I beg you no!!!" But he just smiled as he watched me beg through my
gag... He pulled me to my feet by the chain and collar round my neck, released
the chain from the pillar and dragged me over to the table in the middle of the
cellar. He roughly bent me over it, pulling the chain attached to my collar
down under the table and round each of my ankles, securing them with a padlock
to the nearest legs of the table (it was a very long chain). I knew what was coming,
but in this position I was helpless. I groaned through my gag, but he calmly
went over to the stove and pulled out the branding iron, which was now
white-hot, and walked towards me again, making sure I could see it. He walked
behind me and, without warning, pressed it to my right buttock and held it
there for a full ten seconds. I screamed through my gag as the pain exploded in
my brain and the smell of burning flesh assailed my nostrils...
After those agonising ten seconds, he took
the iron off my arse and walked back to the stove, once more plunging it into
the flames. He came back to me and stroked my head to comfort me as I cried
like a baby through my gag. After a few minutes, he went back to the stove,
took out the white-hot iron and returned, standing behind me and pressing it
mercilessly to my left buttock. Again I screamed helplessly and this time I
nearly fainted – but because my head was hanging down over the table, I did not
completely pass out since the blood did not drain from my head. I was fully
aware of every agonising second. There was a stench of burnt flesh in the
cellar as he removed the iron from my arse and threw it on the floor.
Without warning, he took out his cock,
which was now hard as a rock, and pulled open my buttocks, spitting on my hole.
He shoved his stinking cock into my defenceless hole and fucked me brutally,
banging his hips into my branded buttocks. The pain was excruciating... Now I
knew this brute really possessed me - I was now not only his property, but the
property of the State. If I tried to escape, I would be caught and once they
saw my branded arse, they would throw me back in jail and throw the key away...
He continued to fuck me hard and brutally,
banging into my branded buttocks and making me groan and cry out with pain
through my gag. Finally, his huge fat cock erupted, spewing his spunk into my
guts. His breathing was heavy as he lay for a few moments over my back on top
of me. Then he again surprised me by kissing me on the back of my shaved head
and my neck. I melted as I felt him possess me, kissing me with his cock still
twitching in my shitchute. Still gagged, I could not tell him I loved him,
which I wanted desperately to do. When he finally pulled his cock out of my
hole and released me from the table (though not unlocking the handcuffs), he
turned me round, pulled the gag from my mouth and stuck his shit and
spunk-streaked cock into it for cleaning as usual. Then he pissed, and I
swallowed it all down gratefully.
Then he pulled me to my feet, dragged me
over to a pile of filthy, piss and sweat-soaked rags that passed for a bed in
the corner, locking the chain attached to my collar to a ring in the wall. I lay
down, still handcuffed, looking up at his towering body in its filthy uniform,
and found the words "thank you Sir" escaping softly from my lips. He
smiled slightly – and placed the sole of one of his booted feet on my face,
reminding me of my position... As he pressed it down harder on my cheek, I felt
finally contented - that here was a man who knew how to treat me: like a
worthless piece of shit. My buttocks still throbbed agonisingly from the
branding, but, still with his boot pressing on my cheek, I felt him rub some
sort of cream into my burnt buttocks, which relieved the pain a bit. I felt his
spunk leaking out of my hole, but was not ashamed - this was how he wanted me:
filthy, punished, little more than an animal. It made his cock hard to see me so
degraded - and my own cock was now hard. He removed his boot from my face after
rubbing the cream into my wounds, looked down at my stiff shaved cock - then
put his boot on my defenceless cock and balls and pressed down on them hard.
Again the pain exploded in my brain - but this time from my balls. As his right
boot ground into my bollocks I cried out, but he did not stop: I could not
shrink from his boot, as I was lying on the pile of filthy rags, soaked with
his piss and bits of shit from his arse, no doubted deposited on some of his
previous victims. Tears came to my eyes and I cried like a baby now - but still
I found myself leaning over to the side to kiss his other booted foot....
Suddenly, he withdrew his boot from my
balls, squatted down over my face and farted through his uniform trousers into
my mouth and nose. His boots were on either side of my face as the stink of his
guts erupted into my defenceless face. Then, still sitting on my face, he
smacked me hard on my balls with the flat of his hands, making me cry out into
his big arse. Again and again he battered my bollocks, which I was powerless to
defend, still being handcuffed. Then he got up off me, looking down at me as I
sobbed like a small child.
"Now you good boy! I teach you always
be good boy!"
"Yes Sir!" I blurted out...
"I want to be your good boy!"
He slowly lit a cigarette, smirking at me -
then he spoke:
"Tomorrow you go back to prison. I
speak with judge - he will give you sentence for life. You stay here till you
die. You will receive one visit from British embassy. After that, prisoners of
this category have no rights - you understand?..."
My heart was pounding: I did not know what
to say. I was shocked. My imprisonment would be legally sanctioned, and there
would be nothing the embassy could do. I would be left to rot in this hell-hole
of a country. My experience of life in prison had taught me that life prisoners
were treated worse than shit. They were often flogged arbitrarily, just for the
amusement of the guards. As for rape and other disgustingly degrading
activities - well, that was par for the course. Lifers could be executed
summarily for trying to escape... Being a "good boy" was one thing,
but this was something else...
"I - I don't think I want to go that
far..." I started to say, haltingly: but he just smiled...
"You gave yourself to me... You want
to be my good boy. Now you have no choice - you be my good boy for ever..."
His black eyes looked at me intensely... I
looked down to his crotch and saw that his cock was stiffening again, straining
against his uniform trousers. I knew this would mean years of unspeakable
degradation - but, against my own will, I found myself painfully getting to my
knees and kissing the bulge in his trousers. Then he must have known that I no
longer possessed any will to resist him: he placed a big hand on my shaven head
and pushed it into his bulging crotch, continuing to smoke his cigarette. Then
he pulled my head back, bent down and blew smoke into my open mouth while he
kissed me. At that moment, I knew I loved him, the man who had taken over my
life, possessing me in every possible way. I wished he would unlock my
handcuffs, so that I could fling my arms round his thick legs - but that
pleasure was denied me. I could only submit and accept whatever he did to me.
Suddenly, he pushed me back down on to the
filthy 'bed', threw a blanket over me, stinking of dried piss and streaked with
shit, turned, went up the wooden stairs, switched off the naked lightbulb and
locked the door behind him. I could just hear the sound of his car as he
started it up and drove away, leaving me alone in the dark: my balls ached, my
back throbbed from the flogging and my buttocks still burned from the branding
- but I knew I deserved no better, this would be my life from now on...
CHAPTER SEVEN
I awoke to the sound of voices upstairs:
one of them I recognised as my captor (I still did not know the inspector's
name - the other prisoners had always referred to him simply as "The
Inspector"), but the others were strange to me. The cellar door opened,
the light was switched on and four men came down the stairs, three policemen
and the Inspector. They walked purposefully towards me, pulled off my stinking
blanket and looked down at my naked, abused body, commenting to each other as
they turned me over to look at the marks on my back from the flogging and the
brands on my buttocks. They pulled them open to look at my arsehole, sniggering
to each other.
My mouth was dry and I was dying for a
drink: I looked at the inspector and asked him softly for water. He smiled at
me, and said something to the three policemen which I only understood when they
took out their cocks, pulling me to my knees and stuffing them one after the
other into my mouth, letting go a hot stream of stinking piss, which I felt
strangely grateful for, drinking it all down thirstily. One of them, after
discharging what seemed litres of piss into my waiting mouth, turned round,
pulled the top of his trousers over his fat rump and farted into my face
several times, holding my head firmly in place...
"Now - you still thirsty?" the
inspector asked... With piss dripping from the corners of my mouth, I shook my head.
One of the men then pulled me to my feet by my tits and pushed me towards the
stairs. I walked up them, with the men following closely behind. I heard them
admiring my rump - I knew enough of their language now to understand roughly
what they were saying.
Once we emerged from the cellar, I could
see it was daylight, but still had no idea of the time. I was quickly marched
to the waiting car and bundled into the back seat, with one policeman on either
side of me. I could see from the watch of one of them that it was ten past six
in the morning. The inspector sat in the front passenger seat and the third
policeman drove off at high speed along the bumpy track that led out of the
forest to the road. Gradually, I recognised the landscape - we were going back
to the prison!
The grim building slowly came into view,
and we approached the main gates. Seeing the car, the guards opened the gates
and we drove through. It was now seven in the morning. As we entered the main
building with its one prison cell, I could see the guards were going about
their daily task of caning the prisoners, one of whom was held down over the
desk, having his buttocks thrashed mercilessly.
I looked towards the cell - only a few of
my former cellmates were left, including Karl: the others had presumably been
flogged and released.
The inspector signed me in, and I was
thrown into the cell as before, still in handcuffs.
The inspector and the other three went out,
leaving me to the tender mercies of the other naked, shaved prisoners. Karl immediately
came towards me, embraced me and kissed me - he did not know that I was still
here, thinking I had left the country.
"Why you come back? This very bad for
you now..." he said. I could not answer, merely resting my head on his big
chest... but he insisted: "Why? Now you never go home!" All I could
do was fall to my knees and kiss his sweaty, pissy, stinking cock and balls.
Then he knew the answer: this was where I belonged, this was my place - I did
not WANT to go home. He pulled me to my feet once more, taking my face in his
big hands and kissing me savagely on the mouth...
Suddenly, the inspector came in with the
magistrate and the other three policemen, though they paid no attention to me.
They went into the small adjoining room that served as a 'court' and closed the
door behind them. A few minutes later, two of the guards came out, walked
briskly to our barred cell, unlocked it, and hauled me away from Karl's
embrace, marching me towards the courtroom. The magistrate was sitting at a desk,
and I was stood in front of him. Even after all this time, I was still
embarrassed at being naked in front of the uniformed men and the magistrate in
his suit. He read something out quickly and asked me if I had anything to say.
I remained silent. Then he simply signed a paper, gave it to the inspector and
banged his hammer on the desk to indicate that the "trial" was over.
The magistrate, a handsome man in his late
forties with very short greying hair and beard, stood up and came towards me,
speaking in near-perfect English:
"You are a brave but foolish young
man. The inspector told me you accepted this sentence - it is for life: if you
try to escape, you will be executed. You will have no rights of any kind - life
imprisonment here means exactly that! Your life is no longer your own, it is
worth less than nothing. You may be flogged, abused and degraded in any way
your guards wish, and you will have no appeal. I will inform the British
embassy, who will be allowed one visit. After that, you will sign a paper
asking to become a national of this country, and you will no longer be British,
so the embassy will not be troubled by you again. Is that clear?" I
nodded.
Then the magistrate said something to the
guards, who dragged me over to his desk and held me down, kicking my legs
apart. I heard the magistrate move in behind me, fiddling with his trousers. I
heard him spitting, then felt his stiff cock being shoved brutally into my
hole. I was being fucked by the magistrate, without a word being said, as if to
reinforce his point that from now on I was less than nothing, just a piece of
meat to be consumed and used in any way my captors saw fit.
After he had shot his load into my guts, I
was roughly pulled to my feet, turned round and pushed to my knees. The magistrate
stuck his sizeable cock, stinking of my arse and still dripping sperm, into my
mouth for cleaning. Once he was satisfied that I had done a reasonable job, he
put his member back into his trousers without saying a word and walked out.
The guards looked down at me, sniggering,
and pulled me once more to my feet and hustled me out of the courtroom and back
into the cell with the other prisoners. The smell of their sweat and the frothy
piss in the bucket, now filled to overflowing, was overpowering. Karl grabbed
me and dragged me in behind the other prisoners. Spunk was leaking out of my
hole as he stuck one of his thick fingers into it...
"Magistrate fuck you?" he asked.
I nodded. "Now you really piece of shit!"
he said angrily. I don't know why he was
angry, I was a helpless handcuffed prisoner, I had no choice. Nevertheless, he
dragged me over to the piss bucket, which also had two or three turds at the
bottom of it, and pushed my face into it, holding it there till I nearly
drowned. He let me up for air for a couple of seconds, then pushed my face down
in the stinking mess again. He repeated this several times, to the laughter of
the other inmates, before standing me on my feet and slapping my face several
times till I saw stars. I did not offer any resistance - I knew this was what I
deserved: and he knew it too!
I was crying like a baby when he threw me
into a corner in disgust, and I sat down on my haunches. More spunk leaked out
of my hole as I lowered my head in shame and humility. The other prisoners left
me alone this time and I retreated into my thoughts.
After about an hour, the door of the guard
house opened and I heard an English voice: obviously it was a representative
from the British embassy. I was embarrassed as my name was called and I stood
up, walking naked, handcuffed and fucked, with spunk leaking out of my hole
towards the bars.
The embassy staff member walked towards me
and spoke to me from the other side of the bars: "You realise there is
nothing we can do now? If you sign that paper requesting nationality of this
country, we cannot do anything! Why are you doing this?" He was wearing a
suit, and I was naked, shaved and had clearly been abused horribly - I went red
in the face.
He asked the guards if I could be brought
out and the cuffs taken off - after some demur, they agreed and the door was
unlocked. I was brought out, the cuffs taken off for the first time in days and
I stood before him as he sat at the infamous desk over which the prisoners were
held down and caned every day. He was a big, youngish man with blond hair and
blue eyes, clean-shaven - and he was clearly shocked at the way I had been
treated...
"There's no point asking how they've
been treating you - I can see you've been flogged, branded and... I suppose those
are cane marks on your buttocks?" Reddening with embarrassment, I could
only nod and look down at the floor. No chair was offered to me of course, so I
stood in front of him as he sat. He was silent for a few moments, looking me up
and down... I covered my genitals with my hands in some attempt to maintain my
dignity.
"I suppose you've been raped?" he
asked, nonchalantly, since everyone knew this was the customary treatment for
prisoners. I looked into his blue eyes and again nodded.
"Often?"
Again I nodded.
"How many times?" I wondered why
he was asking...
"I don't know, but many times..."
"I see from the court papers you were
arrested for a speeding offence. Then you tried to escape..." Of course,
this was not true, but I said nothing.
"Don't you think that was an idiotic
thing to do? You know what the penalties here are, and they're a bloody
primitive lot..."
Again, I said nothing as I stood naked
before my seated interrogator.
"You realise you will have no rights
from now on?" I nodded: "...and we can do nothing for you?"
"You will be less than a slave... why
did you apply for citizenship?"
"Because... because - I deserve
this..." my voice had dropped to a whisper.
"You deserve this? What on earth do
you mean?"
"I committed a crime, I deserve to be
punished..." (again in a whisper).
"Don't tell me they've brainwashed you
as well! For God's sake man, have you no self-respect? If I asked to have you
caned now, in front of me, do you mean to tell me you would accept that?"
I hesitated, then nodded slowly.
"I don't believe you! Guard!..."
the blond young man called the guard, who came over to us.
"Cane him! Show me how you treat
prisoners here!"
I was shocked as two guards came over held
me down over the desk, kicked my legs apart and a third guard started to cane
my buttocks viciously. The blond man from the embassy was sitting directly in front
of me, observing my facial reactions as the cane cracked down on to my helpless
rump. I was shocked too to discover that his cock was growing inside his
trousers....
After twenty vicious cracks of the cane,
they stopped. The young man took my chin in his hand and turned my face upwards
to look into my eyes...
"And you think you deserve this?"
I could see his cock was fully hard now...
"Yes - Sir..." (for the first
time, I used this form of address to indicate my position...
"In that case, sign the paper now!
Your country will forget about you, and you will remain here for ever till you
die..."
He was clearly enjoying this moment, as
through my tear-filled eyes I said: "Yes, Sir..."
CHAPTER EIGHT
The paper was brought to me, and I signed.
He put his signature there too, as a witness. My fate was now sealed.
He spoke to the guards: "I want a few
minutes with him alone... put the handcuffs on him, I don't want him trying to
escape..."
Cuffed once more, they dragged me into the
courtroom, followed by the young Englishman and closed the door behind them,
leaving us alone. He studied me intently for a few moments, examining my caned
buttocks, feeling them with his hand...
"Hmmm..., a bit of blood here - they
certainly know how to thrash arse! So now, you do exactly what you're told by
anyone, at all times, and without complaint! This is what you have signed
yourself over to - do you realise this?"
I nodded, half knowing what was coming...
My buttocks throbbed from the caning as he
pushed me to my knees. He slowly took down his trousers and underpants and
pulled up his shirt. His body was almost completely hairless...
"Open your mouth, stick out your tongue!"
he said coldly.
He placed his half-stiff cock on my tongue
and looked down at me: "You're a dirty fucking pervert, and I think we are
well rid of you. Now I'm going to use you the way you say you deserve, and you
will thank me for it - understood?" I nodded, with his cock resting on my
tongue. It smelled of piss and old spunk...
"I will visit you from time to time,
to have you caned..."
I again nodded, with his cock resting on my
tongue. Then he jerked his cock off into my open mouth, spewing his spunk into
it, till it trickled down the back of my throat and I had to swallow it: this
meant I had to close my mouth round his knob, sucking out the remaining spunk.
This seemed to annoy him, and he pulled it out and slapped my face hard...
"I didn't tell you to suck it! How
dare you!" (another hard slap).
"I - I'm sorry Sir, I couldn't help
it..."
He went to the door and called the guard
again, after putting his cock back in his trousers. The guard entered the room,
looking puzzled. The embassy man took the cane from the guard, walked
purposefully towards me and started thrashing my back and shoulders. He did it
with such force that I began to fall forwards, but he gripped my neck under his
arm and continued to beat my back, arms, buttocks and thighs viciously, to the
guard's evident amusement.
I cried with the pain like a baby, unable
to defend myself with my hands cuffed behind me. Then he and the guard put me
face up on the magistrate's desk with my head hanging over the edge and he
motioned the guard to grip my head between his legs, with my face held fast to
the guard's uniformed arse.
Once more the cane lashed down on me, this
time on the front of my thighs, my belly and tits. I screamed into the guard's
sweaty arse. After probably fifty strokes, the blond man stopped beating me,
and the guard released my head from between his thighs. The young man looked
down at me as I shuddered and sobbed. He lit a cigarette and smiled...
"This is what you deserve," he
said softly: "I will make sure they'll treat you like the common criminal
you are - amazing what a few American dollars will buy!" he laughed as he
handed the guard a 5-dollar bill.
"Get up!"
Painfully, I manoeuvred myself off the
table, and stood in front of him. I was still handcuffed, and my body was
covered, front and back, with vicious red welts from the caning, and some of
them were oozing little spots of blood.
The big blond man sat comfortably in a
chair, lighting another cigarette. He looked at me intently, his cock bulging
in his trousers with excitement. Tears were running down my face from the
throbbing pain all over my body, but I stood to attention as he clearly
expected of me.
After two or three minutes of standing like
this in front of him in silence, he got up from the chair and came towards me.
He gripped the back of my neck with his hand, took a drag on his cigarette and
then planted his lips on mine, forcing open my mouth with the hand in which he
held the cigarette and exhaled the smoke from his lungs into mine. I was grateful
for this small act of kindness, and breathed the smoke in deeply.
Continuing to kiss me, he whispered:
"You're beautiful like this... Did they ever use you as a toilet?..."
I could only mumble something that approximated to "yes Sir" as his
fat tongue filled my mouth...
He stood back from me for a moment, then
said: "Lie on the table!"
It was rather difficult, because my hands
were still cuffed behind me, but I managed to do as ordered, with my head
hanging slightly over the edge. He slowly undid his trousers, lowered them and
his under pants, came towards me, stood astride my head and planted his big
arse on my face.
"Eat this, boy!" he growled, his
voice thick with lust.
After a couple of stinking farts, I felt a
turd push its way out through his hairless hole and opened my mouth to receive
it, encouraged by a couple more strokes of the cane on my belly and thighs (it
had been lying on the table).
Although I was now used to the taste and
smell of men's shit, I chewed quickly and swallowed, knowing there would be
more and I did not want to choke. It was a big turd, filling my mouth
completely, but I did as ordered... It was followed by a second, smaller turd
and a few farts... the human toilet I had become did its duty. With a satisfied
grunt, the man removed his arse from my face, looking down at me derisively as
I licked my lips clean.
As he pulled up his trousers and fastened
his fly, he spoke:
"I will be back in a day or two - the
Ambassador will want to see you after my report... And - by the way - you
realise that you will have to be ringed?"
"Wh- what does that mean, Sir?" I
asked...
"All life prisoners have their nipples
and penis pierced with steel rings, closed permanently: an extra precaution in
case they escape. Removing them would be impossible, unless the prisoner was
prepared to have his nipples and the end of his cock cut off!" he
answered, laughingly.
I did not know what to say: in fact I was
horrified - I just wanted to be left here in peace, the prisoner of my
inspector, the sex-object and toilet I was destined to be. I did not want the
embarrassment of official visits. He saw the look of panic in my eyes, but just
smiled. He turned abruptly, opened the door and departed.
I was left lying handcuffed and naked on
the magistrate's desk, but one of the guards came in, hauled me off the table
and marched me quickly back into the cell with its sweaty, stinking prisoners.
He locked the barred door behind me and threw the keys into a drawer in the
infamous desk over which the prisoners were caned every day.
I was exhausted after my beatings and
fuckings, yet my cock was half-hard. My skin burned from the lashes of the cane
all over my body. The other prisoners could see what had been done to me,
admiring and stroking the welts on my back, belly, buttocks and legs. I did not
want them to get too excited, as I did not think I could take another fucking -
but, being handcuffed and naked, I could do nothing to hide or defend myself
against their exploring hands...
CHAPTER NINE
That evening, I was taken "home"
by the inspector as usual, and subjected to another night of filth from his
body and a brutal fucking. I was given scraps of food to eat from a dog-bowl on
the floor, which he pissed on (this was my only drink).
In the morning, I served as his toilet as
usual, being force-fed the crap from his arse and made to drink his stinking,
strong morning piss.
After he dressed, he threw me into the back
of his car, and drove back to the prison. But this time I was not shoved into
the cell with the other prisoners as usual, but strapped down face up on the
desk. I was afraid of what would be done to me, but lay there quietly without
resistance, which would have been a waste of time anyway...
The inspector opened a drawer in the desk
and took out three steel rings, making sure I could see them. Each of them had
a small break in them, so that they were not closed rings - yet...
He then took out a small box and opened it,
revealing a collection of large hypodermic needles: they were about two millimetres
thick and several centimetres long, the back end of them being hollow (again,
he made sure I could see them as he slowly selected the ones he would
inevitably use on my nipples and cock). My heart was pounding as he calmly
dropped them into a jar of alcohol and iodine.
Strapped down to the desk, my nipples and
cock were defenceless against the attack on them that was to follow...
A guard held my head up so that I would see
what was being done to me (and now the prisoners in the cell were very quiet,
watching the proceedings intently).
The inspector attached a surgical clamp to
each of my nipples, causing excruciating pain, though this reduced somewhat as
the blood supply was cut off. The ends of the clamps consisted of a hollow
triangle, through which the needle would be pushed.
He began with my right nipple, pushing the
large hypo through it with a cork at the hollow end. I cried out with pain as
the needle was pushed through slowly but inexorably till it came out the other
side. When the needle was through, he replaced the cork with the open end of
one of the large rings, and continued pushing till the ring entered my flesh.
Then he continued pushing the ring till the needle emerged from the other side,
still with the ring in its hollow end. He took away the needle and continued
pushing the ring until the open end was under my nipple.
He repeated the process on my left nipple,
with the same excruciating pain, so that now both nipples throbbed with pain.
He removed the clamps, which again caused much pain as the blood supply
returned. He then placed a piece of thick leather on my chest under the rings
and my nipples. An electric soldering iron was plugged into the wall and heated
up...
I sweated with fear... He carefully
inserted a metal tag into the ring through my right nipple, bent into an
A-shape through the opening in the ring, followed by a strip of soldering
metal, which he melted with the hot soldering iron to close the gap in the
ring. I was grateful for the leather which prevented droplets of hot soldering
metal dropping on to my flesh and burning me, though I could still feel the
heat of the iron on my nipple. Then the tag was bent together with large
pliers, leaving a small gap, which was itself soldered together on to the ring.
Now the ring was impossible to remove, unless my nipple was cut off or the ring
sawn through - which was virtually impossible because of the metal tag, any saw
would inevitably cut my flesh.
The whole process was repeated on my left
nipple ring. Both my nipples throbbed with pain, but again I could only accept
what was being done to me in the name of the "law"...
He slowly lit a cigarette and surveyed his
handiwork. The next part of the procedure would be my cock, and I was
terrified... After he had finished his cigarette and stubbed it out, he took my
shrivelling cock in his left hand and carefully inserted a curved hypo into the
piss slit: it eventually reach the underside of my cock inside my piss chute...
He pushed it through my cock flesh firmly till it came out the other side,
leaving the open end of the needle still poking out of my piss slit. I groaned
with pain, but the guard who held my head up so I could see everything simply
clapped his big dirty free hand over my mouth to gag me.
Again, the open end of the third ring was
placed inside the needle and pushed through. The tagging procedure was repeated
after the leather was placed across my balls and thighs.
Now I was ringed and tagged like all other
life prisoners... The inspector motioned for the guards to stand me up and he
pushed me towards a large mirror on the wall: I could see both my nipples
weighed down by the rings and tags, and my cock too, which had a heavier,
thicker tag through its ring. That meant that my fucking days were over - clearly,
I could never fuck again with the metal attached to the end of my cock. I was
shocked to see how thick and big the rings were. The inspector stood behind me
and hefted the rings and tags up and down, allowing them to drop - the tugs on my
flesh causing sharp pains in my chest. I leaned back against him, as I thought
I would faint - and he seemed to like this as he continued to toy with my
rings. Then he said something to one of the guards, who brought the bottle of
iodine with him and some cotton wool. I knew the mixture of alcohol and iodine
would cause agony to my wounds, but at least they would be free of infection.
The inspector held me fast, my hands cuffed behind me, as the guard applied the
burning mixture liberally to my nipples and cock...
I screamed, leaning back against the
inspector, but the guard continued his work without paying the slightest bit of
attention: obviously, he had done this many times before.
As a lifer, I would now be moved to another
prison, and I was wheeled round and pushed towards the door. As I walked
unsteadily towards it, I saw Karl looking at me pityingly, with tears in his
eyes - I think in his own way he loved me...
The door was opened and I was pushed out
into the stifling hot sunshine towards a waiting police van. I was still naked
as usual and handcuffed. I was bundled into the back of the van, which had two
benches on either side and a number of chains with collars attached to the
sides of the van. They sat me down and locked one of the collars round my neck.
Then two other prisoners were bundled into the van after half an hour or so,
during which I was left alone to sit in the stiflingly hot van with my nipples
and cock throbbing in agony.
When the inspector appeared with the other
two prisoners, I asked him for water, but he simply climbed into the van after
locking up the other two, opened his fly and simply stuck his cock in my mouth
and urinated. I was grateful for his piss - at least it was wet in my parched
mouth. I drank greedily as the other prisoners watched. They too were in agony,
having been subjected to the same treatment as I had been. Like me, they were
in handcuffs, naked, shaved and beaten. The inspector then gagged us all with a
thick piece of leather tied behind our heads, so that we could not speak to each
other.
The van drove off along an incredibly bumpy
road, causing our rings and tags to bounce up and down, increasing the pain in
our flesh - but we could only groan through our gags.
After about an hour of driving like this,
the van stopped. We heard the guards getting out of the front and walking round
behind to open the doors. They came in, unlocked the younger of the other two -
who I guess was about 18 years old - and dragged him out, closing the doors
behind them. From the muffled screams we could hear, I suppose they were
fucking the lad...
After about twenty minutes, the doors were
opened again, and the lad lock in place as before, tears streaming down his
face. His shaven, hairless body was scratched and bruised, so the fucking had obviously
been pretty brutal.
We drove another hour or so, then stopped:
at first I thought it would be our turn next for the same treatment, but when
the door opened and the guards unlocked us, I saw that we were inside another
prison compound. We climbed out of the van, still handcuffed and gagged, and
walked through the compound, eyed by the other prisoners in the exercise yard.
It was a small prison, with barbed wire all round. As I said, there were not
many lifers in this country, where it was expensive to keep prisoners - it was
more efficient to give a prisoner a good flogging and send him home than keep
him locked up for years.
Once inside, our hands were uncuffed and
our fingerprints taken. We were given a cursory medical examination, which
seemed to centre on our teeth, genitals, branded buttocks and our arseholes.
Then we were marched to the showers, gagged once more and given cold showers,
for which I was very grateful in the stifling heat. This was the first time I
had been washed for over a month. So the stink of men's cocks and arses which
had lingered on my face was finally washed away - though I had no idea of how
often we would be washed...
CHAPTER TEN
Then we were marched out to the exercise
yard with the other prisoners: like us, they were naked, shaved from head to
foot, with rings and tags through their nipples and cocks - this at least meant
that they would not be doing any fucking, so my arsehole would be safe from
them (though of course the guards would be free to do whatever they liked to
us...). The others crowded round us, wanting to know our names and why we were
in here. They were very interested in the fact that I was English - it seemed I
was the only foreigner they had ever had here. The gags had been taken out of
our mouths and our hands were no longer cuffed. I spoke to the young lad who
had been so brutally fucked, and he seemed surprised at my kindness - in fact,
it caused tears to well up in his eyes. He asked me (I could speak their language
a bit by now) "why are they doing this to me?" I asked him why he was
arrested: it seemed that he had attacked his stepfather who was raping his
younger brother, after years of treating his mother brutally. The attack had
resulted in his stepfather's death. I could only put my arm round his shoulder
to comfort him - there would be no reprieve for him, just years of imprisonment
till he himself died - the same fate that I was condemned to.
At least I knew the inspector would come
for me from time to time, but for him there would only be endless monotony,
surrounded by other naked prisoners who would no doubt use his mouth again and
again - they could not fuck him because of the rings and metal tags through
their cocks, but at least his tongue would be useful up their arseholes as they
jerked their ringed cocks...
As if on cue, two of the older prisoners,
grabbed him away from me, frog-marching him backwards to a corner of the yard
as he pleaded with me to save him. But I was powerless against the others, and
could only watch as he was forced to his knees and made to lick the balls and
arseholes of his two tormentors while they jerked off...
Eventually, a whistle was blown and all the
prisoners stood to attention in a line, their hands behind their backs, so I
joined them in similar posture...
The camp commandant emerged from inside the
grim building and inspected the line of naked, shaven, ringed prisoners - who
stared straight in front of them, not daring to register any expression on
their faces, lest the commandant took it for impertinence. Occasionally, he
would stop by a prisoner, hefting his cock and balls in his hands, then yanking
them viciously up and down to provoke some agonised reaction. If a prisoner
dared remove his hands from behind his back, the two guards who accompanied the
commandant immediately set about beating him with canes which they always carried
with them. If he resisted, or fell to the ground, he was immediately kicked
until he stood to attention again - and the guards simply continued to cane his
chest, belly, legs, back and buttocks till the commandant ordered them to stop.
Seeing a grown man shuddering with sobs and tears is a pitiful thing, but this
was a sight I grew used to over the next few years: every man in this prison
had welts on all parts of his body from the frequent canings dished out by the
guards. Of course, like me, they were all branded and ringed: the rings through
their cocks meant that none of them would ever be able to fuck again - the only
fucking done in this place was by the guards, and it was the prisoners
naturally who were on the receiving end of the guards' dicks. Some of these men
had been married or had girlfriends, but now they were just fuck tools for the
amusement of the guards. They had no rights, like all life-prisoners, and they were
shaved smooth from head to foot (I noticed that even their eyebrows had been removed,
a fate that no doubt awaited me...).
The commandant - a burly, thick-set man
with short-cropped hair and a stubbly chin - walked along the line,
"inspecting" his prisoners, each of whose genitals were given a
vicious mauling, and stopped in front of me: with my heart pounding, I stared
straight out in front of me, not daring to look into his eyes. Without warning,
he brought his knee up into my groin, bashing my balls... The pain was
excruciating, but I kept my hands behind my back, although my body bent forward
as an instinctive reaction. My head rested for a moment on his uniformed chest,
but he just grabbed my ringed nipples and pulled me upright again. I stood manfully
to attention while he continued to pull and twist my nipples, keeping my hands
behind my back.
He seemed impressed with this and smiled...
"You foreign dog - for you we have
special treatment, very special..." he said in a sinister tone of voice.
I tried to show no reaction, though there
must have been a flicker in my eyes, because he gave a vicious twist to the
rings in my nipples, which elicited a yelp of pain from me, I could not help
it. His face darkened with annoyance, and he snapped his fingers to one of the
guards, who fished out a thick leather gag from his pocket and strapped it
tightly into my mouth, fastening the strap behind my head with great efficiency...
Then he handcuffed my hands behind my back once more, and I continued to stand
to attention... Suddenly, the guard at the gate called out that a visitor was
arriving – I understood enough of their language to realise that it was the
British ambassador's car - and, sure enough, as the gate swung open, the ambassadorial
car drove in, sporting a Union Jack on its bonnet.
It must have been a strange sight that
greeted the ambassador's eyes as he drove past the line of naked, shaven
prisoners standing to attention. He must have thought it was some weird guard
of honour, got out to greet him. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him get out,
accompanied by the blond man who had visited me in the other prison. They
looked briefly in our direction before going inside...
The commandant left us standing there in
the sweltering sun and disappeared inside, no doubt to 'welcome' the official
party...
Two guards emerged a few minutes later,
walking briskly towards me. The marched me towards the door I had seen the
others go through, and flung it open, marching me quickly to the commandant's
office. When we entered, I saw the ambassador and the blond man seated and
drinking a glass of something, no doubt alcoholic.
I felt unbelievably embarrassed as I stood
to attention - naked, shaven, gagged and handcuffed - the commandant and the
two men from the embassy continued to chat as if I wasn't there for a moment,
but then the ambassador asked the commandant if it was really necessary to
parade me naked, cuffed and gagged like this in front of him...
"He has no rights, he is life
prisoner... I cannot make exception for him..." the commandant said dryly.
So there I stood, with heavy rings through
my nipples and cock, made heavier by the metal tags which were attached to
them. The ambassador spoke:
"It seems you've been a naughty boy -
for God's sake man, why did you sign that paper? We could have got you out of
here and stopped all this nonsense!"
Of course, the thick leather gag filled my
mouth and I could not answer...
"Can you at least take the gag out, so
he can answer me?" the ambassador asked the commandant.
"He has nothing to say - he is life
prisoner. He does not have right to speak..." the commandant once more
reminded them.
The blond man from the embassy smiled at
me... "You see, Ambassador, I told you - he knew what he was getting into:
we're better off without this filthy pervert!"
The ambassador got up - a tall,
distinguished man with greying temples – and walked towards me, then round the
back of me...
"I see they've given you the full
treatment, brands and all!" he commented with some surprise.
I didn't know whether he knew what
"the full treatment" meant in these parts - the endless filth and
degradation to which I had been subjected, the many times my asshole had been
violated - he could only have had the vaguest idea. I blushed with embarrassment
as he fingered my branded buttocks...
The guards suddenly bent me over to give
him a better look at my most intimate opening, pulling my buttocks wide open -
clearly, a well-practised formality here. The ambassador diplomatically thanked
them for their efforts, and I was stood upright again. He moved round in front
of me and fingered the rings through my nipples. He spoke softly to me:
"there might be something I can do to get you out of here - I could speak
to the President himself. But if I sign this final paper, you will never leave
this place, your freedom will be lost for ever - are you sure?"
For the first time, I began to change my
mind - I did not think I could spend the rest of my life like this... The
commandant must have understood, because he immediately motioned the guards to
take me away, before I had time to shake my head. As they pulled me backwards
and I started to show in my eyes that I had changed my mind, my verbal pleas
being reduced to a muffled groaning through my gag, I saw the commandant hand
the paper to the ambassador, who looked at me one last time and, thinking that
I had no objection, signed the paper which once and for all yielded me up to the
tender mercies of the brutal regime that now possessed me, body and soul, for
the rest of my life. The blond embassy man knew that I wanted to say "no",
but distracted the ambassador by handing him his pen to sign: my last hope had
gone, and now I was doomed...
I was marched outside again, to join the
line of naked prisoners, and stood to attention as the ambassador and his
assistant got into the embassy car. I tried to catch the ambassador's eye in a
vain attempt to signal my desire to be rescued, but the big, blond man kept him
out of my view, so that now there was no hope of ever being 'rescued': he
smiled at me as he got in the car - a cruel smile, as he handed the commandant
an envelope with what I presumed was a wad of notes (clearly, he had some malicious
arrangement with the commandant which involved me...).
The car drove off, and the commandant came
back towards me. He smiled at me as he lit a cigarette: then he motioned to the
guards to take me inside. I was marched down various corridors, then down a
flight of stairs into the basement. I was terrified: what new horrors awaited
me?...